LOCKWOOD, tyler

[tyler lockwood]

``tyler mason lockwood

hey my name is cookie, I'm fifth-teen and have been doing this RPing lark for 3 years. oh and merrygold to ya!

dear diary, journal,
sh, I don't know what to do. Mason gone, no trance of him here at all, who would just pack up with no answer? And this curse that has been awoken inside of me... Sh... I mean come on, I've killed someone... Doesn't that mean I'm meant to become that ... Thing? I'm so scared right now I can barely right. I mean I know I'm a tool and all but a curse? And with Mason's journal right here on my lap what the f*** am I suppose to think? That's right, Mason kept a journal. Caroline found it. Well, that and her super eyesight and all. She found it with a cd. I shouldn't have read it. I knew I shouldn't have. But god damn it, I need to know what's gonna happen to me. I wish I didn't. The pain. Mason said the pain was ... Like death it's self. He chained himself up. How can I do all this? I'm so f***ing scared right now that I have no idea what to do but fish out some stupid old c*** book (with this lame dear diary rubbish on it) and write down everything. To record it all. I just want to make it all stop...
love, Tyler[/I]

dear diary, journal,
It's a fullmoon tonight. I have no idea what to do, I keep thinking maybe the curse is some made up tale to scare me, to make me want to kill myself. But what I'm learning from Caroline the vampire it doesn't seem as if it is. Heck, I can't even believe that vampires are real at this very moment in time. Specially matt's girlfriend who always has been that airhead who stood in the corner of the room trying to get matt's gaze off Elena. It actually shocking to see that she wants to help ke, the guy who never has talked a single word to her but hi as they passed each other in the hall. And now she wants now help me? it just seems strange to me.
love[/s] tlyer[/I]

dear diary, journal,
I did it. I made the night. The pain... It was too much for me, I was so scared and it ... Hurt. Like hell. But I did it. I made it through the night
love tlyer

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